Today is Jedi's birthday. But I didn't give him a call or sms. I guess, that's why he haven't give me a call till now. He might get hurt becoz of my attitude, or he might just dont care. I know I did it on purpose. But it's not basically for revenge. I dont know, just feel like wanna try and show him, that people can be the same way like you've done to them. Despite my foolish attitude, I already have a gift for him. And that is this journal that I've been writing for months. I keep it in a disk. So I'll give it to him, when I finally got to chance to meet him. Even though I dont know when ...

I miss him today, but I dont wanna let myself get hurt again. Dont know what, but I'll get hurt if I feel this emotions to deep. Somehow, I gotta show myself that I indeed could learn from past mistakes.

Doin almost nothing today at campus. Just take one class. However I've been in campus since 9.30 am!! I suppose to went to this seminar, but it turned out you gotta register first before you can get into the seminar.

Met a new friend today. His name is Klaus, a d3 German. We met on the bus. Silly aquaintance!! But he turned out to accompanied me until Didit came over. It was nice to get to know people from another major.

I'm so sleepy today. gotta get some sleep ...

Love you Jedi, sorry for today..